Miri in Japan

Date:2015-03-27 17:15
Subject:It's Been So Long

I don't think anyone reads this anymore and this is more for myself after almost four years of struggle. It's still a struggle but it's been so much better.

As of December 12, 2014, things are finally looking up and I am so much happier. There are still lingering doubts every so often that pop up and things in the past...but I am trying very hard to push past that and hope that on that day, the words that were spoken were true and will remain true. If so, I couldn't ask for anything better and can finally be truly happy.

Yes, I know it makes no sense. There was so much pain getting here, but I can at least look back and say, it's happened! ^^

Mood: happy

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Date:2011-09-11 15:48
Subject:No Words

I wish I had happier words to post about, but the truth is, I've been in depression since March.

Some days are better than others.

I thought that with time, things would resolve itself or that I'd find the answer, but it only gets heavier.

But just wanted to apologize for the lack of response or updates.

The only thing I do know is that I still have a lot to learn about life...and so it continues.

Mood: depressed

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Date:2011-05-08 22:23

Sorry it's been quiet here and I haven't posted lately.

I took a trip to Sapporo over Golden Week. I drank way too much.

Now, I'm trying to get back into the mode for school. There's so much going on in my life - just don't really feel like blogging much about it for now.

I'll update about my trip and all the stuff leading up til now some time later... I hope.

Mood: contemplative

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ffxi - job status

My main LS's website! ^-^v The coolest and nicest people I know are here! Everyone is really relaxed and fun to be with! I feel the most comfortable with everyone here! This was the first LS I was invited to and it will always be cherished in my heart!
Formerly known as: HeavyDrankers

Another LS that I belong to! ^^ Everyone here is also really nice and fun! Sadly, I cannot visit as often, but another cool place to relax with everyone!

HP of two of my closest FFXI friends! I will always remember them! ^-^